Hi Marja,
Please know that you are never alone and you always have a place to come and let your feelings out in the open. I too am losing my Dad, so I know how you must feel.
This support group of people here on this board are wonderful. Everyone here is dealing with the same feelings and emotions. For us the cargivers, it is a place to talk openly to others in the same situation, or those that have lost thier loved ones. I know I find much comfort in knowing I am not alone.
My thoughts are with you and your Dad. Treasure every minute you have with him and make memories to hold in your heart. Both of us will face the reality of losing our best friends at some point in time, but as so many have told me, don’t think about that, think about today and how you can make it a good day. Be there for him, comfort him, let him know how much you love him, never let anything go unsaid.
Hugs and Thoughts of good days to you and your Dad,
Lisa