HELP..bone marrow

Ah Red….thank you. I have my days……sometimes I feel like I can conquer the world and other times…not so much. There are people here on the boards who know just how low I can get. I have support though, from wonderful family and from my friends here on the boards, and with their help…..I have pulled myself up a few times from wallowing in self-pity and doubt. When it comes right down to it…..knowledge is everything …..and I don’t believe in hiding from the facts and truth. It’s far better …at least for me….to know what I am fighting or might be fighting. It doesn’t mean I don’t cry…..OH MY….it doesn’t mean that at all. One of the best all time quotes of things I have said in the past, “I may be crying…but damn it…..I WILL FIGHT!” LOL (That had nothing to do with CC….but it is appropriate right now). But, I don’t equate crying with weakness…..it’s more of a very severe reaction to frustration and lack of control over a situation. I don’t know where this is headed…..but I am finding out what it is….and I will deal with whatever it is in my own way. Thank you so much for your sweet post. I didn’t expect to hear anything today from Mayo today….since they said 2-3 days. I may not hear until Monday since it’s so close to the weekend.