I am so sorry for what you are going through. I know too well how hard all of these first are. It will be a year since Jim passed away very soon and it is all so hard to bear. This site and all of the great people on it have been a great comfort and support for me and I hope for you too.
I love your quotes and do relate to them. It says so much of how I feel. Take care LuLu. You are in my thoughts & prayers.