Mother’s Day

This is the second mother’s day without my dear beloved mother. I’ve been crying every day since she passed on November 29, 2012, but healing slowly. and started individual therapy. I’ve been crying all day today as I don’t have my mother any more. I know however, that her spirit is with me and always will be watching over me. I know that when it’s my time and I cross over to the other side, she’ll be waiting for me with open arms and I’ll be with her eternally.

I can’t even go out with a friend today for mother’s day because just seeing everyone around with their mother’s is going to be a tear jerker. I don’t know if anyone else is going through what I’m going through but I would appreciate your feedback.

The four days that are the hardest days for me, is the day she passed, her birthday, mother’s day and even New Year’s day.

I kiss her picture every day and talk to her. I still have some recordings of her voice while she was sick but have only listened to them 2 or 3 times and I had a really hard time. I will listen to them again when I’m ready and happy that I have them.

I wish all of those who have lost their mother to this monster of a disease, a day of peace.

Thanks for hearing me out.

Desiree