Upset

I was diagnosed in late may. Took 1 month to get diagnosis. No jaundice, itching, and negative for tumor marker. 2 months priorhad no pain, just anxiety feeling. Thought it was related to beginning menopause(49). Went to ob and checked out fine. 3 1/2 weeks later pain in upper abdomen and went to gp. He did uultrasound and found tumors on the liver. I feel if I had gone to the doctor 2 months prior for the anxiety it would nothave spread. Why no symptoms? I keep looking back and am so angry at myself that I didn’t know
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