Azgirl

Hi, my name is Cheree and was diagnosed with cholangiocarcinoma September 23rd 2018. Heres my list of hates so far associated with horrible thing called Cancer…

I hate Cancer

I hate having this port although I love it compared to getting stuck 50 times trying to find one vein that works

I hate going to the hospital for practically everything  knowing Ill be admitted.

I hate that I lost my hair.

I hate having to see Doctors twice a week, every week. Even though they are all very compassionate.

I hate chemo

I hate never having an appetite

I hate feeling tired and exhaused all the time

I hate that my Daughter has to do all the shopping without me, it used to be me and her every Saturday

I hate the was people feel sorry for me or not give me eye contact.

I hate that my family is always so sad

I hate the my Mom died and I dont have my Mom to help me through this

I hate looking in the mirror at a sickly looking person

I hate throwing up all the time

I hate how theres people out there poisoning their bodies purposely with drugs and alcohol while others are fighting for their lives

I hate thinking I might not be here when my children get married or have babies

I hate that my doctors tell me my cancer isnt operable or curable. That they are trying to give me a good quality of life.

I hate waiting rooms, hospital beds and insurance carriers.

I hate that I could probably go on all day about things I hate but Ill stop here.

Except Ill say this one again…. I Hate cancer

 

 

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