chrissy23
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Thank you Jeff!
I agree to the fullest. I wish he would go with me to some type of support group but right now he is not ready. I will look into it for myself because I really do feel that it has begun to eat at me. I feel so helpless at times. I have just tried to be strong for him and now that he is doing well I am starting to feel the stress that I have put on myself.
Again I appreciate your words and you are an inspiration to us all living with this. I hope you realize that. Chucks has a corrective surgery coming up and I hope you all will have him in your prayers.
Thank you.
Hi Jeff,
Thanks for your words but I think you might of misunderstood or maybe I misunderstood what you were saying. I love chucks and there is no one else for me. I would never think about leaving…. If I had those thought I would of never spent 5 months total of my life in the hospital. I would sleep in a chair and leave at 5 a.m. to go to work and then leave work at 4:30 to try to beat traffic and do it all over again. He is where my home is and if that is in the hospital.. then that is where I will be.
It’s just lately I have felt uncertainty about life altogether. I am afraid of doing things and being left alone. I don’t want to tell him how I feel because he is trying to come to grips with this illness himself. He gets very angry and doesn’t want to talk. I know it hurts him to hear that I feel this way. I am always the strong one with the positive attitude. I am the one who never laid down, who didn’t listen to what the doctors said because if I had he would probably not be alive today.
