Frank99131

Dear Mary, Thank you very much for your kindly reply. I am still shocked after 2 days of knowing my father´s diagnosis, my family kept me unknowing of this for arround 2 weeks. I was not really open to my father at any feelings, not like to friends, i think it is typical chinese father and son relationship, but he really is the most important person in my life, i am scared that he will just leave us in all of a sudden. He did his first chemo yesterday, he seems to be fine but i do not know how he really feels and he does really talk about his feeling.

I hate that i could not help myself to cry when i think about that he is suffering from this disease at the moment, and i did not know anything about it, could have cared more for him.

Thank you for your invitation to the upcoming Annual Conference, although i think there will a language barrier, but i will try to learn more about it.

This forum is really helping me, thank you all for your kindness and compassion. Hope you all healthy and happy with your friend and family.