Thank you so much for your words of encourgement and support. It feels like a great big HUG!!!
I know it will get better, and that at least he is no longer suffering and in a better place, but what about everyone left behind? my mom, sister, brother, six grandchildren. I find it hard enough to cope on my own and then theres everyone else to think about. I have two sons, one is 15 and the youngest is 13. they are having a really difficult time with it. They were both really close with my dad. My older son is even having problems at school (to top it off, a good friend of his whom he had lunch with everyday was struck by a car and passed away last week, so he came home and asked me why everyone around him is dying). so right now the emotions that he is feeling is anger and that is affecting his school work.