jtoro
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Kris,
I am seeing a counselor once a week and am on depression and anxiety medication. I know in my heart I did not cause this, but I am not able to stop looking back. I realize I need to fight this disease and go on with my life. Trying to get out each day and enjoy things. My daughter is teaching me to crochet today. Then we are off to a walk
at the beach when my husband gets home. My physcologist tells me to put what’s ahead out of my mind and each today. She said it’s always going to ge there, but push it out of your brain.I had been to doctor 1 1/2 years before for a slight pain. He did bloodwork and said if it doesn’t go away do an ultrasound and I never did because the pain went away after a day. If I would have done it they would have found it.
JtoroWhat I did say to my son, 17, if you have any questions I will answer them if I can. He said no. I then cried a little and he wrapped his arms around me and we both told each other how much we loved each other. I offered for him to go to counseling with me, but he said he would rather talk to his running coach that he has a mentor relationship with. I don’t think my daughter could handle anymore info. Now, but everyone I look at them I fall apart.
