hello, charlene
reading your story was as though someone had looked into my journal . . . my husband was diagnosed with bdc june 27,2006 and given 3 months to live. He succumbed to this cancer July 27, 2007 in his own home surrounded by his loving children and myself. My husband did not live in denial for himself but for me. Each day as his strength was drained from him b/c of the vomiting and pain, he told me how he was going to get over this “bug.” Do not believe for one moment that he cannot see the fear in your eyes or sense it in your voice. My husband wanted to be strong for me b/c he knew I had to stay alone after 30 years of living/ breathing with him. His cancer pain will become unbearable for you both. Cherish the time you have with him.
my proud, strong, beautiful husband was only 51.
no regrets