I am not ready for the road ahead. My mom was dx’ed on 8/8/07 my birthday w/cholangiocarsinoma, I am doing all I can to set appointments and and obtaining and much info as I can, she is not a surgical candidate at this time as it has spread into the portal vein. I am so sad my 5 and 2 year old live for their NONNA, as she does for them and my 11 year old niece It breaks my heart to think she will not see them grow up. For brief moments during the day I forget about the dx, as I do about life and care for my children and my mom and then it’s time to drain her biliary tube, disp. meds, or make another Dr. appt. and I relive the nightmare and begin to grieve all over again, I have been very strong infront of my mom but the minute we are apart I can’t stop crying. Tina