My dad, finally. after many consults and false starts, did three rounds of Gemzar in December. They did reduce the third one by 25% due to low numbers, followed by a week in the hospital and nutripenia and neutrophil shots. His numbers rebounded and he did too, but we went in today for a Gem/Cis round and it has been decided he is not healthy enough for Cis, we are only doing 75% of rec Gem and doing two weeks and then relooking at the options. Total disappointment as we are at the bare minimum for Gem and likely not going to be able to add anything. We have been home for six hours and his fever is already 102.2. He has slept the entire day and, although he responds when I wake him, is not really that with it. I am so disappointed. His tumor markers continue to rise and his health declines. I have exhausted the questions and answers about other treatments and waiting and a fifth opinion. I am not sure there are any answers to the above, just needed to vent…….