lost-in-ohio

I am new to this site. My husband of 20 years, my best friend, my everything, my Jon, just passed away on Sept. 15 from this horrible disease. He was diagnosed on August 10 and died 36 days later. I am so devastated I can barely survive each day. He’s been gone for 41 days and every day is worse. It was such a short battle and he was in so much pain, how do people continue with their lives? I am lost.