traumajock

Thank you Karen, Lisa and Moneypenny. Reading your replies was a welcome respite from another grueling night working the ER. Karen was 9yrs older than me but we were very close none the less. She loved horses and was an experianced rider. I often wonder if her soul resides in my 12 yr old daughters heart as she loves horses also and is an accomplished equestrian. Kayla, my daughter, is a window into my sisters early life that I wasn’t even born yet to see. Kay is so very much like Karen thats it’s kinda spooky. She is my “favorite” daughter. Took her a few yrs to realize she is my only daughter, but still my favorite. She just rolls her eyes and says,”only” every time I say that these days. A daddys girl as I have learned that my sister was also. Thank you all for just listening to my ramblings. I am finding this very theraputic. I will be off this weekend and hope to find some of you here in “live chat”. See you then….TJ.