no treatment, what happens now?

dad heart rate went to 59. he became alert and wanted biscuits and gravy Praise be! He ate a few bite and then vomited. He talked a little. was such good news. The nurse said that he would do that. He’s still fighting. I think its us that dont want to let go. The vomiting takes its spells, sometime real thick sometimes just yellow. the nurse gave him an enmea today. he hadnt used the bathroom for about 2 weeks. But then he hardley ate. he sleeps all the time. wonder what tomorrow brings? every time we think its time to give up., he surprises us with about an hour of good time(memories and to get our hopes up again) Its like a roller coaster ride. but at least we still have him for a while. I would do the roller coaster thing for another 20 years.

dad’s not doing good. his heart rate is down to 46. he is just here. they say that his heart will make him go before the cc. I think hes tired of fighting. maybe 2 days to a week left. they say most likely he’ll go in his sleep. He runs a fever and then chills. he woke up ,only to throw up, and then back to sleep. hes weak. oh ,so weak. no smile, nothing. My sister says he started talking about his dad, my mom and uncle ren. All, now in Gods arms. He did this Friday. He had been in a lot of pain. but now he just sleeps. He has a funny sound coming from his throat. they said it wasnt from his lungs. He sleeps with his eyes open and only the whites showing. they have took all his blood pressure pills away. His blood pressure is so low. We feel that the end is very near. please pray for him. thank you

been a while since ive been on here. dad is about the same. instead of good days and bad days, its now good hours and bad. hes in alot of pain. have him on metadone and breakthur meds. Pittsburg wants to do another ercp on him he says no. his choice. but he is still hanging in there.. He had the cather took out. still hard for him to use the potty chair. God bless my sisters. pray for them and my dad.

s pend the weekend with dad. He was so weak. Then today he walked a little Talked a little. Now its like he cant hardley moved again. Normal ? i dont know. Hospice has started to help now. He has pain patches and then breakthur meds. hospital bed, potty seat , wheelchair, walkers, the list goes on. I pray my sisters can handle it all. Dad’s eyes are now rolling to the back of his head, when he sleeps. Its so scary. The reason I’m writing this is to keep people, like myself, informed at what might happen. I know nothing of this awful cc. Both my sisters are younger then me and both have had breast cancer. THEY’ve had chemo and all that. Dad had postrate cancer a while back. So cancer is “normal” in our family. But this, is, by far ,more scarier. My Beautiful Mom passed this Jan. of COPD. This is still Worse. Will it ever get better? Txs for listening.