golden-girl

Oh how I miss my mom, she knows me the most. I’ve been with her since August 15. She told me a couple of weeks ago, her body was tired. She taught hard till the last day. Moh how I miss you, oh I how much I love you!

My mom is such a fighter, she is trying so hard. This disease is such an ugly invasion to her body. She is sleeping today, but last night was hard. It’s hard seeing my precious mom decline so fast. I am so thankful for being with her on this journey and trying so hard to have hope. Each day I’ve treated it as her last day on earth. She has such a great since of humor. Oh how I miss her beautiful smiles. Sometimes I feel the medicine she is on, takes the best of her these past few days. Each day the nurses stop by, they say they will be amazed if she makes it through the night. But for some reason, she still wants to prove them wrong. Each day I hope she will get better. Each day I read to her while she sleeps and tell her how beautiful she is. She is so aware of what is going on with her body. I feel my mom will hang on much longer then the one’s around her say it’s close. Last Monday she told me she would be around for awhile. In August I promised to my mom I’d be with her 100%. When she looks into my eyes I can see she knows I’m the one that cares the most. I pray for hope and strength for my mom and I, I hope tomorrow will be a better day. Sometimes I feel people are just here to update their FB status as surrounding by family and friends.

My mom is doing pretty good today, the cramping stopped last night. We are still in the hospital for 2 more days. She is in need of the IV antibiotics. Just noticed she has mouth sores which I’m assuming is from the chemo treatment. Don’t really know why she had an infection but glad she looks good and feels good.

Happy cells kills cancer cells!

Thanks Marion and Gavin.

My mom is having abdominal spasams, they were so bad that we went to the hospital. That same day she had a blood transfusion and by the time we got back home she just didn’t feel right. Her wbc was low and they said she had infection. They have given her antibiotics in IV and her wbc is now normal. She is still having cramping in her abdomen but it is not as intensive as it was before. Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this cramping like spasm.
She also had her 2nd treatment of chemo on New Years Eve. Her blood transfusion was Friday.
So glad to be with my mom, just want this new symptom to go away.
Thanks so much to be apart of this site.

How do you know surgery is possible? My mom starts chemo this week. She is so important to me, I just want to do everything to make her better. Today is 4 months since she was diagnosed.

My mother will hopefully be treated in eastern N.C. Her legs are full of fluids due to all the IV she received In the hospital left week. We have an appointment this week to see what the Doctor says for her plan. Today was the 2nd time a doctor has called me aggressive. My mom also likes that I’m aggressive. I changed my name to Golden Girl because it’s her favorite show. I am hoping and praying for the best.