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  • in reply to: Morphine Nightmares #41936
    valjee
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    Hi Lainey, oh dear, this sounds a problem for you & Teddy.

    I also got some rather strange effects from morphine – I would think that people were standing around the bed looking at me – they weren’t! I would have very odd ‘flashes’ where I would get a sort of ‘close-up’ effect of something I was looking at, then it would switch back, also strange sound-effects.
    I do hope hospice have got back to you by now & you are able to get Teddy sorted for some restful sleep. And for you also.
    love Val x

    in reply to: Still in hospital #42973
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    Hi Kris,

    So sorry you’re having such a nuisance of a time of it – I know how three weeks incarceration in hospital feels – I’ll do the screaming for you.

    I hope the combined power of all your friends & admirers prayers & good wishes will give the docs a big step up in their endeavors,

    You’re regularly in m my thoughts, love & best wishes Val x

    in reply to: An update on ongoing troubles…. #42732
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    Hi Betsy,
    I’ve been catching up with your posts as well – I thought I had problems? Oh dear, mine are as but a blip in comparison! I’ve felt ill enough over just 10 weeks with the external drain, let alone 10 months – I think you’re the hero! Think it’s fair to say I’ve been pretty bad tempered!

    A three hour MRI sounds ghastly – the level of noise gives you a headache after 40 minutes – that’ll have been some headache. I seem to recall the liver MRI requiring a lot of breath holding – that won’t have helped any.
    I hope you’re feeling a little better now. It is all very tiring.
    Today I had my extra special scrub & hair wash in the shower plus change the dressings over the drain, then had to take my Mum to the doctor’s surgery, I waited there about an hour (sitting in the car), we got home, I got a quick lunch & that was pretty much it, there was no energy left to do the other things I was planning on. And I am GOOD in comparison to even three weeks ago. I sympathise!

    Eddie Izzard is very funny indeed & a very interesting man. Last year (I think!) he ran 43 marathons in 51 days! I believe he’s done quite a lot of ‘serious’ acting as well as being a stand-up comedian.

    Best wishes, Val

    in reply to: Teddy Update #42888
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    Hi Lainey,

    I trust that nature will continue to grant both you & Teddy peace. I hope that you will gain strength from all of those thinking of you & sending good wishes. Minute by minute, day by day.

    We’ll await news on ‘the juicy bits’, love & hugs Val x

    in reply to: A question from my sister #42573
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    Hi Julia
    Having been able to study the contents of the dreaded bag for weeks I developed a horrified fascination for the gunk & ‘fur’ that seemed to build up in the inlet area – I would be quite convinced it would block & then it would clear again a few hours later. this must be what happens insode the stents.
    Hope Sue gets some joy from her appointment on Monday – I’ll keep everthing crossed for then.
    Love to you all xxx

    in reply to: An update on ongoing troubles…. #42741
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    Hi Marion,
    Monty Python is exactly my sort of humour – I’m flattered if my rendition even makes you think of those sketches! Fortunately we have quite a lot of lawned area!

    Hi Lainey, thank you!
    It’s only my attitude keeps me going at times I think. As an aside to that, in March I started a course of meditation classes as the stress was obviously not going to stop I had to find another way of getting through it all, I found this incredibly helpful & although I haven’t done much recently as I haven’t been able to sit properly my blood pressure is still significantly lower than previously.

    Hi Bob, yes I believe the stent is draining internally, I certainly don’t look as yellow or ‘glowy’ as last week, will have to see what the LFT’s say on Friday.
    Yes, I think the idea is to stretch out the blockage by dilation, although having read some of the entries from Betsy & others I’m now a little concerned knowing that this can tear the bile duct. I guess scar tissue is often more stiff than normal tissue on the outside, I suppose this is the case inside as well.

    Thanks Julia! I love your new ‘strap line’!

    in reply to: An update on ongoing troubles…. #42736
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    Hi All!
    Maybe the Coke/bile cocktail is a peculiarly British invention! We have a national reputation for stoicism!

    I was threatened with this back in the very early days of the illness after the very first drain. The hepatologists seem very keen on this option!

    The logic as I understand it is that we need bile to aid the digestion of food, mainly to ‘process’ the fat soluble vitamins & minerals.
    Apparently we produce around one to one and a half litres of bile a day. If the bile duct is blocked & a drain is inserted the bile will take the easiest route, which is usually via the drain & outwards into a bag. If the output is all or mostly into the drain bag then you will quickly begin to become deficent in said vitamins etc. so the body needs supplementation in order to minimise this.
    If the loss into the bag is less than the total bile production & the jaundice symptoms are improving then the system is absorbing a percentage of the bile.
    When the drain is subsequently ‘internalised’ the bile is all taken back into the system so no need for supplementation!
    Here, the bag is removed from the drain tubing & the tube is ‘capped’ so the blockage in the duct is bypassed with the internal part of the drain acting as a stent but external access to the bile ducts is maintained for cholangiograms etc.
    Hence, the drain is working internally but still has external access by way of about 4inches of tube with a cap.

    That’s how it’s all been explained to me so I hope that helps!

    Lainey, so good to hear from you!

    I don’t think Coca-Cola will be taking up this flavour any time soon! Lets say it’s best described as ‘interesting’.
    The bile has a strong ‘musty’ flavour & coke seems to be the only thing that will disguise it sufficiently! I tried several other things (not being a fan of Coke, or fizzy drinks in general), blackcurrant Vimto, dandelion & burdock etc etc but it was frankly much worse!

    I was told to take 100ml bile to 200ml Coke three times a day, but this dilution is not really enough! I’m afraid I was only compliant twice a day! I just couldn’t bear to do it more than that!
    It’s best (for future reference!) to measure out the Coke, let it go flat, then add the bile. If you add the coke to the bile the result is inches of fluorescent yellow foam which does not settle & you have to remove the foam with a spoon…… rather offputting!
    My strategy was to do the mix, stand in the garden, in the breeze, gaze at the distant hills & down it as quickly as possible!

    Much as I hate to admit the docs seem to be right on this, I did feel much worse & my digestion was significantly worse if I didn’t comply! And it makes poo brown again!

    It’s also very interesting (I don’t get out much) how much the consistency of the bile changes day to day & even hour to hour. There are ‘bits’, greasy blobs, I even had some tiny stones come through the drain, I believe the Rad man told me this was normal, but as I was under the influence of Midazolam I can’t be sure if this conversation did take place or I dreamt it!

    However, it does mean that there are times when the bile is just not drinkable.
    The ‘greenish’ days were the worst.
    Another good reason to take the cocktail when in the garden – it really doesn’t do to spit a large mouthful across the kitchen or living room! Quite acceptable on the lawn!

    Hi Andrea, I’m being treated at Derriford Hospital in Plymouth. There is a team of Hepato-biliary-pancreatic surgeons & an excellent hepatology department. One of the Hepatologists (it may be both -I only know the history of one) trained at Kings in London & was sent to the Devon outpost so that there was a good department available for the south-west of England.
    It seems likely (in the absence of any evidence of recurrence of a tumour) that my current problems are caused by scar tissue blocking the bile duct & hence the liver, resulting from the previous resection.
    The rad man has told me I’m not suitable for a metal stent as they do block over time & the plastic tubes (such as I currently have) can be accessed & changed under sedation, usually without further surgical intervention.

    I’m sorry to hear that your Dad’s stent is a problem. I do hope he continues to do well, even with the high bilirubin & the drain. It seems to me that we are often able to continue functioning quite well despite high bilirubin levels.

    I wonder if your friend’s dad was having the bile via iv as a more palatable alternative to the oral dose? I can only imagine that the docs see the oral route as needing less medical intervention for those of us stoic / daft enough to comply!

    Marion, I hope all this info helps! I’m more than sure you know virtually all of it so please excuse my ‘teaching granny to suck eggs’ explanation! Thank you for your other advice. I will endeavor to check in on here a little more often!

    Very best wishes, Val

    in reply to: Teddy Update #42607
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    Hi Lainey,

    Have logged in tonight after a long time & how sorry I am to see your news of Teddy.

    I wish there was something useful or profound that I could say, or even think of to say, but no. I know how this period is, no longer if, but when. One day at a time is the only way, I’ll be thinking of you much & sending positive thoughts & strength, take care, love Val x

    in reply to: New UK member #36463
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    Hi Munchkin!
    Fellow UK member here. I too stated with ‘gall stones’. Well, I certainly had inflammation of the gall bladder, but also a tumour in the cystic duct. Fortunately I was eligible for surgery (although the tumour wasn’t confirmed until the surgery) & am currently counting my blessings! My treatment was in Plymouth.
    Good luck with your treatment at the Royal Marsden, I have no personal knowledge of their services but they do have a great reputation.

    Helen is right, the Penny Brohn site does have some excellent info, definitely worth a look, as is her AMMF site. There is a huge amount of info on this site, even for the UK, particularly from fellow ccr’s & carers, I think treatment options are improving here but there would seem to be great differences depending on where you are seen.

    Take care, very best wishes, Val

    in reply to: Hello after a while away from the site! #36275
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    Hi again all! Thanks for your lovely comments!

    Lainey – I shall be 50 on April 22nd – hence the need to relive my youth! just to show there’s life in the old dog yet – or should that be lamb in the mutton?

    Marion – Thanks, I was very interested to see your post on the ‘mini-epidemic of cc on the Humber Estuary – there has to be a link with something in that area, I’m sure it’ll become clear in the fullness of time.

    Gavin & Julia – Thanks & bring on the shopping & the night out!

    Back on Facebook for the time bring but promise to look in on here every so often!

    Val x

    in reply to: Update on My Dad’s surgery #35622
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    Hi Janet!
    I haven’t been on the site in a while so have just been reading about your dad – what an ordeal in his recovery time! I’ve had some ‘interesting’ room mates too!
    Anyway, back to the job in hand, wound infection/open wound. I too had one of these. 50 staples worth. It’s all a bit horrible but you get through it eventually. I was having antibiotics about once a month, so was lucky in comparison but they also help drag your immune system down besides killing the bugs – or not!
    I had my op in May last year, the wound finally finished closing in November so your Dad may have a while to go.
    I started reading up on manuka honey & there are dressings made in various kinds (in the UK they’re marketed by a company called Advancis) & maybe worth a try. I know some were not suitable while the wound was still deep but I really wish i’d found them earlier in the proceedings as the difference they made was huge in a very short time. In fact the wound healed in 6 weeks of starting them when the nurses were predicting at least another 12 weeks. And i didn’t need any more antibiotics once I’d started the honey dressings.
    As for the food situation I went on the little & often princple, cereals & soya milk if all else failed to entice, I also used a pea protein powder in fruit smoothies, i found any saturated fat didn’t go down well, but I’m happy to say that now my digestion is almost normal although there are still things I will probably avoid for the rest of time!
    I hope this helps, very best wishes to your Dad for his ongoing recovery.
    Val

    in reply to: Recently diagnosed father… #34166
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    Hi Erin,

    I would like to add to the good wishes for your father & his op tomorrow. I hope my good news today will help.

    I saw the surgeon today for my CT scan follow up & he says there’s nothing of cause for concern. Allegedly the remaining ducts are a little distended but this may well be due to the surgery. The surveillance continues!
    I had a bile duct resection & roux loop for a tumour in the cystic duct in May 09. I did have major problems with a wound infection which meant the wound took 6 months to heal so my path of recovery has not been exactly smooth but I’m getting better all the time.

    My histology showed a very small tumour (T2), no lymph involvement, no sign of any other pre cancerous cells, just chronic inflammation. The surgeon found nothing else during the operation to give cause for concern. I’ve had no chemo, no radiotherapy & that decision was based on my histology. The surgeon said that he ‘hopes this operation will be a cure’.

    I hope this will be the case & I sincerely hope that your father’s case is at least similar!

    Very best wishes, Val

    in reply to: Ronald John Strachan – Goodbye Dad #33620
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    Hi Gavin,
    I’m so sorry to read your news today, my deepest sympathies to you & your mum.
    If there is any consolation to be had right now, your dad had his loved ones around him right to the end & he was made as comfortable as possible.
    Be sure we’re all thinking of you during the coming days (& weeks).

    Val x

    in reply to: Hair started falling out today! #33421
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    Hi Lisa,

    I bet you look great with your buzz cut – I have you pitched somewhere between Superwoman and Lara Croft – quite remarkable!

    Best Wishes, Val

    in reply to: Hospice care for dad #33274
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    Ah Gavin, I’m so sorry your dad seems to have got to this point so quickly after still doing his regular paper walk – it seems only a few days ago.

    This is where the hospices are just great, keeping patients & family comfortable & doing everything they can to ease you through this difficult time.

    thinking of you, hugs, Val x

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